My week is extremely busy and I cant do anything but to keep up on the fast pace environment that I breathe in. Danny and Andy seems to be okay and they were so helpful and very informative.
Before the weekend I ask Danny if he is mad and he said no. He said that I might misunderstood him but he is willing to help me in anyway he can. I am still wondering why he likes to do that when most of the time he is not okay.
I realized that I build my world around my work, Danny and Andy. I am getting tired of all the shitty things I do on a daily basis. I can't stop it because my work requires to communicate with both of them.
I met someone from there Department and he is John. He is the typical young boy who likes being silly and having fun at work. I hope I can have that positivity to help me on my daily life.
I somehow miss Danny when we talk about our lives and the things we want. It is just weird that we build the wall where we are having a hard time to express our thoughts today. I can consider him as my weakness 😌
I am trying hard to be funny when I am talking to Andy and I know he is somehow happy about it. He will not take an hour of conversation if he is not enjoying it. And what an odd that every escalation we have is always assigned to Danny. I dont know if that is coincidence or it is just him who can resolved the issue.
The funny thing is that Danny can read all the conversation I had with Andy. Getting special instructions from Andy and pointing things that needs to be done. I am a little flirtatious over that conversation and I am sad that Danny actually read my pathetic acts.
It is also weird that Andy teaches me technique that helps me on my job and somehow Danny is doing the same thing. I assumed that he is actually seeing all the conversation we are having. Hopefully all this inevitable experiences can lead me to the right path.