My co-worker just made me realized that I am so pathetic. I think I needed that -for me to accept reality that I been ignoring for a long time. She is so mean and trying to ruined everything. I honestly dont know where she got the story where Andy already have a girlfriend and she keeps on rubbing the information to my face. I somehow would like to be part of Andy’s life -if I have the chance and not throwing myself to him forcefully. Same goes to Danny but how she describes the situation made me think that she is actually saying words that I completely preventing other people to get the same idea.
I hate the fact that she is giving these information to my other co-worker and Andy’s co-worker without my consent. Plus adding information that is not true that makes me feel like a whore. I can’t defend myself at this point as I will look like so desperate. I feel like she is the most stupid person I have ever met.
I hope she gets what she deserves from being so selfish and stupid. I hope I can work as normal later and be a good person. I may need to stop talking to them and start putting the line that I hate to do it. Maybe goodbyes are always necessary! I have to focus on myself and start moving forward.