I told Danny that I will be gone until the 29th but I decided to go back to my work instead of taking my vacation until Tuesday.
I’m in a complete messed when I returned and I feel incomplete. I dont know why but the emptiness kills me. I had the chance to talk to Andy but the excitement was not the same as before. Maybe I was not completely happy that I returned to work. Or maybe I miss Danny.
I dont know why I keeps on thinking about that jerk and I have no clue if he likes me or just being nice. I hate to think about these stuff all the time and so much people around me noticing that I always mentioned his name.
It sucks to feel this way and I realized Im starting to get bored of being lonely. Today is Danny’s birthday and he said that he might stay home and rest. We dont know if that is true but whatever it is I hope he thinks about me. lol
I am planning to have a conversation with him tomorrow and I dont know if I am ready with his answer. I want to ask him if he enjoy his birthday with his girlfriend. I hope he would say he dont have one or he is gay. I dont know how to react but hopefully I am going to like it.
I am really disappointed today but hopefully I am going to be fine tomorrow. I want to believe that someone out there is waiting for me.